I’m not one to toot my own bloody horn, not usually. Just a bit of snark n’ sass between the lines on occasion…but for those whom haven’t been there…
…simply chronicles one of the most incredible RP’s I’ve gotten to enjoy on any character. I realize that Strify will always be my heart, but if that’s the case then Iriena is my pulse.
I take full credit for dragging your ass to Horde to RP with me.
kiwiberries replied to your post: how do you ask someone if they’re ever going to…
You don’t. You just..kinda know. if someone can’t even give you the time of day to speak to you, they’re not worth your time or your worry..and its hard to cut someone off at first, but it gets easier, in my experience.
I wish I didnt know this to be true.
I held on for years to a doomed friendship because I felt in my heart that my self worth was directly related to the perception others had of me - if this person, and all this person’s little friends thought I was a bad person - I must have been one. That many people can’t be wrong, I figured.
it deteriorated without so much as a “goodbye”. All the empty promises of friends 5 life slipped away like sand between fingers as this person cut me out of their life - and for the longest time, I thought it was my fault, and I hated myself.
You will always have friends that will come and go, some will stay longer than others. For the ones that leave - does it mean that your friendship was worthless and nothing and meaningless the entire time? of course not. This person gave you something for a time in your life that I’m sure you will continue to cherish as a memory. And I hope you do. In some way, they obviously touched you, and that does mean something.
But you can’t live your life bending to the wants, desires and preferences of others - you shouldn’t live according to this person’s convenience of IF they ever want to talk to YOU again.
You’re a beautiful woman, inside and out, Talitha, and anyone would be lucky to consider you their friend. You’re sensitive, you care what others think - this is a blessing and a curse, but you can always rely on having friends and loved ones who will be there for you right now. Maybe not forever, maybe time will change that.
It hurts to lose a friend, it hurts to be ignored by someone you care about so deeply, but with time, it will get easier. It doesn’t seem like it will, but it will.
And maybe someday - maybe even a year from now, things with this person and you will change. Maybe you can be friends again. it can happen. it does happen.
Until then? You can count on me to stick with you as long as you need. I know I can’t be the only one who feels this way, too.
<3 you are my beautiful bestie, and I brag to everyone all the time about how absolutely stunning, amazing, generous, kind and warmhearted you are. (I mean, you’ve heard how I get when I’m drunk with you, I’m just saying)
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